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[Wednesday 6:44PM 022504] |
i have one thing to say and only one
the hiv sucks. use a condom.
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[Saturday 1:20AM 020704] |
i love him, i love him, i love him, i love him, i love him, i love him,
i love him.
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[Monday 2:15PM 020204] |
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matthew dumped me because he doesn't believe me that i didn't cheat on him. i don't need this kind of drama right now especially, i have other shit going on in my life. everyone seems to expect me to be strong, and the truth is that i'm really not strong, and i just don't know what to do and how to survive sometimes.
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[Sunday 1:24AM 020104] |
kso new: matt thinks i cheated on him wtf omfgfg haha god on god action i lu cazz
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[Saturday 4:46PM 013104] |
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so last night was kinda fun after the whole fight with matthew thing. i was already a little drunk. went out with jenniphur and marcie and wade and for some reason wade was actually being nice to me. we got more drunk. i love tang and alcohol together. i sat on jen's lap, and then we all walked to andy's house cuz it's downtown. and we spent the night. and i swear to god i didn't put the moves on andy. haha. and then andy drove me home at like 1 today and la;kfalkjfklajgkajlgkahflkjaflakj matthew was here and he was like, omgomg why is andy driving you home in the morning and i explained it to him and then we watched dancer in the dark and now we're not fighting anymore
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[Wednesday 6:06PM 012804] |
i made a new layout, look and tell me what you think, please xoxoxox here's a poem that sucks
i never thought that i would be so happy that someone would feel like they didn't owe me anything and that i would never have to see their beautiful lips or eyes or nose or hands again. i never thought that i would be so peaceful when my body was at war with itself when now, of all times, i should be worried all i can do is think of what i've got and what i once had that i have lost and it's almost all for the better. i know the rest of my life will be affected but i can't help but thinking that it's better this way. i will help him, i will help them, i will help people i have never met or seen or spoken to because i have brothers, sisters, friends, everywhere even if i've never laid eyes on them before and it can all be better if only they'd try if only he'd try if only i'd try.
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