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[Sunday 11:44PM 022904]

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new lj.

new look.

same hayden.

add it or be doomed.

3 pink ribbons|just a girl

[Wednesday 6:44PM 022504]
i have one thing to say
and only one

the hiv sucks.
use a condom.
2 pink ribbons|just a girl

[Saturday 1:20AM 020704]
i love him,
i love him,
i love him,
i love him,
i love him,
i love him,
i love him.
2 pink ribbons|just a girl

[Monday 2:15PM 020204]
[ mood | crushed ]

matthew dumped me because he doesn't believe me that i didn't cheat on him. i don't need this kind of drama right now especially, i have other shit going on in my life.
everyone seems to expect me to be strong, and the truth is that i'm really not strong, and i just don't know what to do and how to survive sometimes.

7 pink ribbons|just a girl

[Sunday 1:24AM 020104]
kso new:
matt thinks i cheated on him
wtf
omfgfg
haha god on god action
i lu cazz
1 pink ribbon|just a girl

[Saturday 4:46PM 013104]
[ mood | awake ]

so last night was kinda fun after the whole fight with matthew thing.
i was already a little drunk.
went out with jenniphur and marcie and wade and for some reason wade was actually being nice to me.
we got more drunk.
i love tang and alcohol together.
i sat on jen's lap, and then we all walked to andy's house cuz it's downtown.
and we spent the night.
and i swear to god i didn't put the moves on andy.
haha.
and then andy drove me home at like 1 today and la;kfalkjfklajgkajlgkahflkjaflakj matthew was here
and he was like, omgomg why is andy driving you home in the morning
and i explained it to him
and then we watched dancer in the dark
and now we're not fighting anymore

just a girl

[Wednesday 6:06PM 012804]
i made a new layout, look and tell me what you think, please
xoxoxox
here's a poem that sucks


i never thought that i would be so happy
that someone would feel like they didn't
owe me anything
and that i would never have to
see their beautiful lips
or eyes
or nose
or hands again.
i never thought that i would be so peaceful
when my body was at war with itself
when now, of all times, i should be worried
all i can do
is think
of what i've got
and what i once had
that i have lost
and it's almost all for the better.
i know the rest of my life will be affected
but i can't help but thinking
that it's better this way.
i will help him,
i will help them,
i will help people i have never met or seen or spoken to
because i have brothers, sisters, friends, everywhere
even if i've never laid eyes on them before
and it can all be better
if only
they'd try
if only
he'd try
if only
i'd try.
4 pink ribbons|just a girl

[Tuesday 5:48PM 012704]
i think i've made a good decision )
7 pink ribbons|just a girl

wake up, wake up, this is heaven on earth, oh yeah, i'll give you my only love [Tuesday 2:39PM 012704]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

today has been, in a word, amazing.
i never would have guessed that i could be so happy, esp at this point in my life, esp today. but i can, and i am. and i would like to thank you for making this day the best i have ever had.

i love you
xoxoxox
hayden

6 pink ribbons|just a girl

maybe i just suck at life... [Monday 8:33PM 012604]
[ mood | angry ]

i am trying to evolve.

bitching to the maxxx )

2 pink ribbons|just a girl

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